Tuesday, March 17, 2009
responsibility.
its a fucking huge word. in fact, its larger than it seems.
i always thought i knew what it meant. until it really hits, no one really can fully comprehend its magnitude...
like a virus, it spreads contagiously and rapidly. one misstep and many others will fall into the pit which you have tried so hard to avoid..
or in this case, the pit u fucking dug.
u are the greatest asshole alive u know that. and your wife is the single biggest bitch i have ever encountered. i wont even talk about cleaning up your act cause your hands are just too short to wipe your asses already.
WHY DONT U 2 JUST FUCK OFF TO ANOTHER COUNTRY AND LEAVE US ALONE!
there is NO AMIABLE SOLUTION HERE. u either fucking LEAVE, OR YOU LEAVE. take your fuckin choices. i hope u take both. how dare u leave your shit like this
AND WHY DID WE BOTHER TO EVEN HELP. HUH. HUH. we must be too fuckin kind for our own good. YES. I BLAME IT ALL ON CHARACTER. ALL ON UPBRINGING. WE ARE JUST TOO FUCKING DAMN AWESOME FOR YOU!
if i were rich, i would buy u ppl 1 way tickets to a country of your choice. and give u money to last you this miserable lifetime of yours... if i were rich. u know what. wait for it. i'll be rich and i WILL BUY U THESE FUCKING TICKETS! NOW IN THE FUCKING MEANTIME, TAKE A FUCKING COMMERCIAL BREAK AND GO SCREW SOMEONE ELSE'S LIFE!
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Monday, March 16, 2009
i've been thinking lately... thinking about thinking. until i realized that i am thinking about thinking about thinking and in actual fact, nothing was thought. and to make stuff worse, all the thinking havent resulted in any real action..
sigh. i am such a chronic procrastinator. sometimes i wish i have more will power..
yeah i know. i am on a rocking chair. doing something but in actual fact, going nowhere..
so i've decided! i am going to make the call to arrange for the appointment! wooots. proud of myself.
RETARD!
anyway, all e best to me. hope to get into aust uni.. =)
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Thursday, March 05, 2009
i am capricious. damn right.
maybe its a good thing. reminds myself that i shouldnt be happy with what i got right now and should work harder for better.. =\
or it just means i nd a twin pint ben and jerry's ice cream...
i keep hoping to find saisfaction, but its just not finding me. wonder if i am putting enough effort...
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