Sunday, September 28, 2008
happy birthday to meeee. =)
i'm so much fatter this week than last week. this is a nightmare. i couldnt even wear my jeans today. all e food this 2 weeks are really beginning to show their true colours. nvm! its just this 2 weeks. and if i dont rmb that i have ippt this fri, its not so bad.
i know this crush aint going away~
david archuleta rocks
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Saturday, September 20, 2008
ok. this blog post is just gonna be abt me and how omfg-ly fat i was. for those who dont know, i used to be 80kg at 165cm. at my "peak". now, i'm 65kg at 165cm. (YES I NVR GREW. LIFE'S A BITCH)
so anyway, i was in taf club since kindergarten. and... i found my old files. i was like hell fat. heres one.
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HELLO. omg i look like some stuffed meat pao lah! THE STOMACH! OMG. it forking BULGES. its so gross! wtf th shirt is XL size somemore. look at those arms! OMG. its soooo stuffed!! are those even fingers?!!? how did i even hold my stationery?! omg. the fats in my face are blocking all my features lah. where are my EYES?! omg. i have like twenty chins.
omfg. i have others. but they are too indecent. lucky me.
slimmer so much nw. phew.
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
scum.
some people just do not realize that they are not the only person on this earth. i simply cannot tolerate being with people who are unable to see that fact and act as though the whole world only revolved arnd him/her.
"i think that..."
"i say that we..."
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say that you open up your eyes and see that you are not the only entity able to make decisions.there should be a compromise lor. you definite did not make any significant effort at all and what u think was effort in accomodating was only because u would have hated the same thing done to you. dont think i dunno. you are not really acknowledging the existence of other persons. i can tell.
over and above the fact that you are selfish, u display inadequacy in social graces and general behaviour. forget it. i dont even know why i am even bothering. . . you just piss me off.
you and me are like fire and methane gas. i am warm and bright.(hannah hannah. can see u rolling ur eyes) you just wanna destroy our ozone layer and subsequently, the world. and we cannot coexist together.
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Sunday, September 14, 2008
the libra speaks.
he says, he needs to slim down and he needs to earn more money.
damn. lovin david archuleta's new single.
i know this crush aint going away... its driving me nuts thinking abt it
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Friday, September 12, 2008
i stole this from samantha. who stole it from her friend's blog. who probably stole it from. . .
Libra and Independence:
Libras like to be around other people, they are all about partnerships and groups. They are happiest when other people are around and when other people are doing their work. They are lazy but like posh surrounding and nice decor. These two extremes could strike a balance and the Libra living on his own could either have a very messy place or a very intricately decorated place. They can be independent, they have the intelligence and the full capability within but would a Libra rather co-exist/depend on others.
Libra and Friendship:
Libras love excitement, new situations, adventure and the unusual. They make friends with people from all walks of life and they are always up to something new and exciting with enthusiasm. Libras are great at getting along with people, everyone likes a Libra. They are all about partnerships and groups, they are the glue that hold a group together because they are the ones responsible for keeping harmony and peace. Libras have mastered the art of relationships, not just romantic but business, personal, and family relationships just to name a few. No one is able to see another person's point of view better then a Libra.
Libra and Business:
Libras dislike hard work, they are lazy when it comes to getting their hands dirty and doing the work themselves. Fortunately, their intuitive instincts are good at telling them where money can come from. They can think up great business ideas that are original and bound for success, they can initiate the idea but they need someone else to do the work. Libras make good business partners but not good business people on their own. Libras have potential of being a good leader with their diplomatic ways, but but they are just too lazy to do the hard work required and climb a corporate ladder. A good way for Libra to become wealthy is through artistic endeavors. They can be painters, interior decorators, actors or writing screenplays or composing. These are great ideas because it incorporates Libra's hobby with a moneymaking venture.
Libra and Temperament:
Libras have excellent instincts and intuition, most of the time they do not trust them enough. Libras are likely to be underachievers due to the easygoing attitude. This does not mean that they are necessarily lazy, they just make do with whatever comes their way. They do not want anything badly enough to fight for it. The only time that a Libra will usually stand up is if a situation is unfair, the only time a Libra will definitely stand up is if they feel something involving them is unfair. They need their respect and their fairness, after all, Libra has done so much for other people, it deserves at least fairness, right? When this issue comes into play, Libra becomes courageous.
Libra Deep Inside:
They are also likely to hide or bend their own true feelings in order to bring peace with a group and to make others like them. Sometime this results in them not really knowing what their true feelings are because they are trying to make everyone happy. Other people can see this and Libras have earned themselves a reputation for being indecisive, they simply do not want to hurt anyone's feelings or cause disorder or friction in a situation. This spills over inside the person and many times, Libras have difficulty making decisions. Inside, the Libra is very insecure, they suffer from a lack of self confidence, they are always searching for something to complete them. This is another reason why they are social butterflies, it is an unconscious attempt to find the missing peace through other people. By trying to appease other people all the time, Libras don't really know who they are inside. Libras desperately need love and approval, they will do the favors that people ask and and have a hard time saying 'no' or 'I'm too busy' in order to prove how nice they are, this gradually builds up resentment and negative self esteem issues inside. Libra's indecisiveness is caused by fear, their fear that a wrong decision will make everything come crashing down around them and cause turmoil in their lives. Life is not like that and the Libra that acknowledges the fact that life has ups and downs will be less emotionally wound up, not so hard on themselves and as a result, they will be a much happier person.
Libra in a Nutshell:
Libras are the diplomat of the zodiac. They are able to put themselves in other's shoes and see things through another person's point of view. They are the ones that always want to make things right and have balance and harmony in their life, their surroundings and the lives of the people close to them. They have captivating charm, elegant taste and they are easy to like due to their eager-to-please, easygoing nature. In return for a Libra's amazing ability to be a good listener, sooth and calm people, they expect admiration. Libras will gather a group of people, everyone will become friends then the Libra will be in the center of the group. They like the attention and the admiration for the people that they have brought together. Libras are very intelligent, they often hide this inside their easygoing exterior. They express their intelligence through creativity, most are involved in some sort of artistic or creative pursuit. Many people overlook just how intelligent a Libra actually is. When others see a Libras wide range of interests and hobbies, their intelligence and creativity is more then obvious. Libras love variety and different situations. They welcome change. Libras love luxury. They will spend lots of money and surround themselves with beautiful things and they seem to be constantly fussing over their appearance. They love anything upscale and classy. Libras work hard to please others, this they do an others find them incredibly captivating.
i am a true blue libra. its so creepy. when reading this i was feeling totally dissected and peered into.
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damn. i am reeeaaaaallly gullible. like very gullible. totally.
i admit, i take things as face value and get easily deceived. ALL THE TIME!!
someone gimme a crash course on how to be un-gullible.
if only the world is beautiful and no one lied with intentions of deception.
but its ok. at least there are still people who still have that innocence and sincerity and i am glad we're friends. the world is not totally screwed up yet.
but i wonder... ...
will there be a time along my life when i totally am just e only one that sees things in the innocent way.. maybe i should just hang out with babies. i mean, they really duno how to tell a proper lie. they are really cute. they ask really straight forward questions. its amazing how they get to the point without wasting time. i like that innocence. i like that sense of simplicity. where ppl do not hold grudges against those lil kids and say nasty things to hurt them in response to the kids' blatant statements. i like the way we accomodate them. i like the way they grin broadly and shout "thank you" in gratitude. AND. i like the fact that they are small and light and can be carried around. i like their embrace and mine back in response to theirs because theres love. and i love how they show their unrestricted emotions through their facial expressions.
no i am not feeling paternal. =P i just need some lovin'
HAHA
ok i am
reeeally naive. so what.
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