Friday, November 30, 2007
in the words of Akon.
lonely. i'm mr lonely. i have nobody. for my own.hah! sums up my evening. guess i overestimated myself by a way more than i even assumed i did. yes its a facade. its a weak one too. guess i need to steady myself for future incidents.. .
an elusive concept i never really had a grip on. probably wont too in the near future(duh i am going army). . i aint that dreamy sort but i do believe that it would be pleasurable and satisfying while it lasts. know what, shant be sore about it and move on. harry's waiting for me to read to e part where e boggart comes out of e closet as a dementor. yeah i am that slow.
by the way, i am quitting vulgarities. fuck vulgarities. the fuck-ing days are gone. hail now the dawn of fuck-free blog entries.
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Monday, November 26, 2007
ok i am really addicted to heroes. yattaah!!! =D i looveee isaac. uber cool dude.
ok i have really nothing to blog about actually. but my friend is standing behind me so i kinda feel obliged to type something. something something something something. KENNETH YEE SHAO YONG TA FOOOOOO. thats his big name. ok now michelle came over. i really have nothing to blog about!
25mins later...
actually i found somehing thought provoking in the last 25minutes. with my heroes addiction, naturally almost everything i said could be remotely linked to heroes. and so my fren said "i've been through that phase. the addiction is evident. it'll pass"..
sians. i am SURE i aint e only one that is like that, stubbornly holding on to present behaviours when guo lai ren had warned you abt it!! i have this younger cousin with the world's fugliest hairstyle. he loves it. i think hes wearing a fugly helmet. i actually told him that 10years later he would find it fugly. ironically an older cousin told me that 10years later i would regret not having those tiny bitches on my face expurged. zzz.
why are we innately stubborn creatures??? why?!?! burh. well, guess its because we haven seen the final consequence of our immediate action and hence, are unable to commit ourself to change. u know how much energy it takes to change our habits?!?!?! wth. reminds me of this joke. "habits are hard to remove. remove the H, abit is still there. remove the A, there is still a wee bit left. remove the B, it fucking still is there."
well, leaving with Aristotle's quote this time. If Youth Knew, If Age Could. i understood the former, maybe 50yrs later or something i'll understand the latter.
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Sunday, November 25, 2007
summation fragment phosphorous pentachloride demands that the supply of politics and science and technology leaves my brain. ok i am talking crap.
well, i have always used this phrase "after A's" to push things that i wanna do till, well as you can see, after A's. now that its really after A's, just how much have i procrastinated? well, lets find out.
1)clear my gddamn room, living room and dad's room. its littered with my notes.
2)fix my comp. it crashed. lucky i backed up my idol songs.
3)lose weight! zzz. this is perpetually on my list. screw off!
4)singing lessons. i dont actually mean to pay for them. X_X
5)maple my ASS off.
this is the only one i am fulfilling right now. X_X6)take up roller blading lessons (learn how to blade safely without the back brakes la.)
7)learn wakeboarding
8)read entire Harry Potter Series for the first time. X_X
i'm on 3rd chapter of 1st book!well... on a more personal note.
9)make time for my dearest gang of secondary sch.
miss u guys10)play mahjong with sch4d frens.
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spend more time with familywell i guess thats abt it. all i can think of right now. seriously, the days of fucked up mugging are gone. i've yet to sort out my priorities for my remaining 3wks before NS. hope your not on the same boat as me. although it would be nice to have company. =P
tag la and share your "after A's" plans. =)
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Friday, November 23, 2007
BING BING BIANG BIANG
whee celebrations! first entry. previous url was just plain irksome. haha. well, it just seemed cute in back then in secondary school. yeah yeah, say wat you want. i cAnT hEAr yoU~~. lol
well. guess it would be apt to declare that MY A LEVELS HAVE JUST ENDED. whee~ seriously,
my miserable days are over, and life is like a soooong~ at laaast. actually i do miss the work. the stress. the tension. the school. its so aimless now. its like, i'm just rotting away, metaphorically. there was SOME meaning in waking up. knowing that we have to go to school and finish the curriculum. ah well. now that its over, its time for worrying. OMG. results. . . T_T
have 3weeks left. gotta lose the 1*kg i gained during this exam period. urgh. wish me luck.
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