Saturday, August 30, 2008
bloated. somehow i just hate the fact that people (namely me actually, but i would like to futile-ly make it sound as objective as possible) gain weight if they(me) dont burn off the calories. irritating. there should be some biological system within s that auto removes more than is needed. tsk
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Friday, August 29, 2008
clearly, a classic example whereby a lack of long wordy elaborations that are coupled with multiple personal attacks as defence(yeap. spelt with a "C") on the side of the proposition (short of dedicating an entire post as a rebuttal) is misconstrued as being "stupid". haha. its pretty obvious the main focal points that were purposefully typed in caps were missed out. nonetheless, i shall refrain from dishing out more outright personal attacks than is needed to make my point. after all, the discussion wasn't about people..
its been a long week. on monday, i actually thought it was already friday and gasped out aloud when they told me it was only monday. waaaah. bad week.
its been about 23 weeks into this 38 weeks marathon. i need to see the end point. i'm running out of breath. ahhh.
is there anyone out there cause its getting harder and harder to breathe
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Sunday, August 24, 2008
10km run is no joke. my legs are going on strike right now as i type this entry. think i can just go into a nap since i wont be moving around in a while. lol.
finally got my card reader back. lets check out if i can upload a picture....
yay! it works. this is my baby cousin. of course, the attention is on me, right? =D
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Saturday, August 16, 2008
CONGRATS SINGAPORE TABLE TENNIS TEAM! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOO
was watching the match in camp before i left. i mean, its not every 4 years Sing wins e medal right. haha.
tell u, that Korean Park M Y is a tough nut to crack. amazingly tough nut. couldnt help but laud her in the middle of e game. =X. but den again, we won~. wheeee.!
honestly at the beginning i was pretty sceptical about the China import thingie that they are starting. u know, some foreign talent scheme for sports. i mean, truth is that we would rather a home grown talent represent us and win a medal wad. its like paying mercenaries!
but eventually during the game, its evident the flag that is on their shirts held more meaning than the origin of their blood. we were cheering like mad also for those ladies. even in public places people of all walks of life are showing full support in our medal quest. and better still, they were like screaming and crying in joy and celebrating the fact that our 48 year old drought ended.
and actually, we should also celebrate the fact that since Singapore is so cosmopolitan, it doesnt matter where our talents come from as long as they accept Singapore and we accept them. and woah, the ecstacy when we won, the tension when the match seems set to tip in either direction, the frustration when a seemingly open shot goes in the wrong direction. oh gawd. i love sports. and i love Singaporee. =))
looks like national spirit triumphs over blood origins.
secretly i think we can beat China for the gold. muahaha.
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Sunday, August 10, 2008
psst. guess what?
i am no longer a virgin!
in clubbing. =X
went clubbing on friday night with my C3 course mates. had a half day and we out out for aerodrome lunch at pizza hut, then we went for wso dinner at jumbo serangoon. lol. superbly fun. had a lil karaoke session at jumbo and we all just anyhow sang. lol. so sickening i tell u. some of the mtv is just some random rip from london streets. wah lau. the worst was "Smack That". a screen of LYRICS. zzz.
anyway, went to double o with them. i was like severely underdressed. zzz. was wearing this plain green polo. wah lau. everyone else was in shirts. anyway, was sticking with ben els since we are e clubbing virgins. kinda toot looking. HAHA.
drank quite a bit. more den my usual anyway. hey kept buying drinks to share. a bit paiseh. must treat drinks in mess. lol. anyway, apparently we were too early. like 950 we there liao. no crowd no music. LOL. just drink and do nth. but woah. suddenly the music is distinctively different, and people ust chiong on and dance. WOAH. everyone rush. and the nxt 2 hours the music was just full of bass. lol. and they kept downing us drinks. just keep drinking and dancing. ok i admit i look more like some seaweed swaying in water den dancing. oh well. lucky its dark.
left at 12.30 lah. promised esley that we would leave early. oh well. wanted to stay on actually. but wonder if my mom will disown me if i come home drunk at 4am. HAHA.
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Sunday, August 03, 2008
just watched batman last night. twice. muahaha.
why so serious..
that got to be the most famos line from the entire movie. but what really struck me was how harvey (the white knight who is like incorruptible) fell prey to joker and became a villain in the end.
madness is just like gravity. all it needs is a little push. the joker gave harvey a little push and converted him into a villain towards the end of the show.
reminds me of something that happened to me a couple of weeks ago. alright alright shall announce to the world, i have a fear of cockroaches. yeap. those lil black bitches scare the shit outta me. so anyway, everytime i see a roach, i just avoid it. they just simply look creepy! the black shine and hairy legs. roaming feelers. occasional flutter of wings and the sick fluttering sound. YUCK. y didnt noah just kill those 2 roaches on his ark. tmd.
SO ANYWAY, i was sweeping up the garden a couple of weeks ago. was arguing with my mom over trimming the hugeass mango tree that we have. anyway i was telling my mom dat we should hire some contractors to shave e tree. den she was objecting to e idea. and we were arguing like mad. and i got really peeved. anyway, while sweeping the garden, this bitch of a cockroach ran towards me. normally, due to my lovely sweet compassionate nature, i would avoid it and jump away. ok partially becase of fear. this time. i stamped on it and smashed it into several pieces. was really pissed.
now that i watched the show, i was just wondering. how different am i from harvey dent? my usual personality of letting live and not killing just went out of the window instantly when i was fuming mad. i lost control of my senses and just took my anger out on that lil bitch. now if u throw me a cockroach, i would totally avoid it once again. so what is different from me now and me den? the temper. i dont know how to put it in words to describe what i really want to convey actually. perhaps its just an ackonwledgement that all it takes is just a minor impetus to change us and make us do what we usually do not do.. hah.
i'm just blabbing
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