Monday, December 29, 2008
TODAY IS MY FIRST DAY IN UNIT! wheee. and i totally wrecked a radar console. lol. ok not wreck. i dont even know what happened. it just started beeping incessantly when i was sitting at its position. oops.
wheee. paya lebar airbase is so near home! and i can learn driving now! hahahaha. =D
the place is huge maaan. and really foreign. definitely expected since its my first day there. i really miss e familiar feel of air force school, which coincidentally is right next to paya lebar air base. makes me miss afs more and makes me feel even more outta place. oh well. i got a whole year to get used to it. i am sure i will enjoy myself. everyone is so nice and warm! cant wait till L comes in. maybe it wont seem to foreign anymore.
gotta slp soon. needa report at 6am tmr for runway inspection.
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Friday, December 26, 2008
wow. its been a year. a year since e last christmas. a year since i was still a civilian. a year since i was a college kid.
a year later... its another xmas. a military personnel. the same journey, albeit a diff pace.
its that time of the year i guess. when we look back at what happened in the past year and contemplate about what we've overcame whilst looking forward. what a difference one year made. . i feel so much older. so many experiences. so much learning. yet its only a year.
feels pretty good actually, to have went through shit and coming out. granted i didnt exactly go brunei and experience the cruel and unforgiving jungles that other officer cadets underwent.. but i am sure the volume of learning is still as much even though the content is definitely different..
i aim to be more precise in understanding and action. and i aim to be stronger and firmer.
and of course, i aim to be less judgemental. and i hope people are less judgemental. i mean. its not fair what. duh first impressions count. but what abt using ONE instance and using it to judge? just because i went to mac twice in a week coincidentally doesnt mean u pass a judgement "wah u everytime go mac". passing judgements and assumptions abt habits and choices based on isolated incidences are just so misguided. yeah i saw a dark brown vest and i think its nice. so what. doesnt mean i am deeply infatuated with brown vests and any vest that isnt brown is grotesque. and it doesnt mean i wont look at other colors!
and its not just limited to choices.. lifestyles are also so frequently judged. and they always HAVE to see you at the WORST POSSIBLE MOMENT and conveniently judge u. i get it. impressions are what matters. thats how brutal it is. if only ppl ask questions instead of making statements...
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Wednesday, December 24, 2008
oh. my. gawd. i have just found a perfect place in tanjong pagar and i KNOW I WANNA STAY THERE IN THE FUTURE.
its totally gor-or-gee-us. click
this and check out the pictures.
breathless. the pool is amazing with all those cute deck chairs that i always wanted to own. but they have it EVERYWHERE. its huge and round and have LOTSA CUSHIONS! u can laze on it with a friend or 2 and drink pina colada. and e pool area is so HUGE and has so many amenities. and e bbq area is AMAZING. like a total kitchen on its own with bar tops and CUSHIONED SEATS. and wow wow wow the clubhouse area at 31st floor. *drools*. every 4 to 5 steps is like a private lil hang out area. separated by plants, there are huge sofas and chairs and tables and jacuzzis on its own with a shower, toilet and a steam room! and they can overlook e city or e sea port area since its 360 degrees. omg. i need to stay there.
OMG.
i need to earn my own keep. haha. i wanna stay there! those kinda young executives earning big bucks and staying there.. ahhh. i should get a unit for my parents also. they'll looo-urrrr-veeeee that place. ahhhh.
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008
i have so much to say!
first of all, I AM USING MY NEW MACBOOK TO BLOG THIS ENTRY! thats right!!! my new macbook! *plays drums* woohooooo. *kisses my macbook all over*
HOWEVER, its uber pissing me off. i mean, its SO DAMN different from windows. like duh of course. but its pretty hard to adapt. like e msn is a watered down version. i cant do a lotta stuff. i dont have microsoft office. damnit i may hafta buy. e screen and web browsers are so different from windows its gonna take a while to get used to. but e lil functions built in are pretty sweet though. haha.. shall take time to get used to it.
that aside, i feel like buying a sleeve for my mac book. its like 50 bucks. but i nd money to get e office suite. any donators? xmas is coming.... *grins*
anyway, i went on a MAJOR shopping spree. compulsive buying actually. damn. i am going to STOP. i swear. i am going to stop shopping.
for this year.
anyway, i met this seriously wonderful lady who lent me her isetan card to get 10 dollar discount voucher. how nice. feeling xmas-ey already. ahhhh. maybe i should donate more to e next donation can i see..
i am so fat i need liposuction. i cant stand it. my thigh bulges like some overstuffed xmas stocking. and no they aint gifts from santa. urgh.
and oh oh. the macbook feels soo good.
and it looks really good...
ok i need to sleep. its like almost 2am. ahhh. night!!
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Saturday, December 20, 2008
changed my picture. AGAIN. ya. e previous one was pretty retarded lah. flakes so huge and the snowman so high up. =X hahaha.
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Tuesday, December 16, 2008
whee. a new skin! AGAIN. this time its more pleasing to e eye lah. e previous one seriously yucked me out after 2 hours. urgh.
a desperate attempt to make it MORE xmas-sy with the color palette. hope it doesnt hurt e eye.... do leave comments! =)
lovely tuesday. i had like 14hours of sleep. ahhhh~ what a day it has been. beautiful~
going cruise tmr on the star virgo. second time going cruise!! i rmb going once but i only rmb the arcade and the dining area. maybe this time i'll walk arnd more. the last time i went i prob was still in pri sch. =/
cant wait to go unit and see what its like. i'm posted to plab! =D its stay out and its SUPER NEAR HOME! wheeeee.!!!
gosh feeling fat again. shall go running later i guess. i nvr seem to be able to lose enough weight huh.. or rather, the lipids are liju-philic..
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Monday, December 15, 2008
commission lo! wheee. about time. gonna change my blogskin in next 24 hours. i think i gonna puke if i have to see it again. urgh.
anyway, YES i deleted some posts. first of all, that entry was for venting all my pent up frustrations. it really wasnt meant as a tool in any way. i didnt expect anyone from my camp to actually read it anyway, much less spread it around to other people to read. i dont publicize my blog and i have no idea how she got my blog address.. thats an interesting point, seriously.
second, i believe that it has been misinterpreted. yes i know its a public post. precisely why i took it down since it has served its purpose. ya ya you are gonna preach the "you should know better". true. i should have known better. BUT, that is also easy to say on hindsight. like if i knew better, i would have voted for al gore. if i knew better, i would have bought 6829 instead of 2409. if i knew better, i would have come later at 9.30 instead of 6.30. blah. if i really knew better, i wouldnt even be frustrated in e first place
to u and in your definition, i may be some hypocrite who cyber-backstabs people simply because i put up a positive front but on the internet, i blog entries that do not tally with my front. however, the intention was as stated already, to vent out my anger. i have already gotten over the issues and i expect myself to resume normalcy and carry on like it never happened (although it doesnt mean that i will forget this). i know i HAVE been carrying on with things as per normal because my course is over and there is nothing to do already. but the issues with my entry have only arised recently, which also calls for an explanatory entry
so, call me a hypocrite if u wan. i have already stated my intentions.
perhaps this is what make me different. i get over my issues with people and carry on. because my issues in that entry were work related. i'll be more alert during work nxt time of course.. it has been a great learning experience. beyond work i know i still can hang out with them. it will more or less depend on their reception.
definitely wasnt the bestest way to iron out issues. but to me, i'd rather bury issues but keep a better lookout rather den "thrash it out with the other dude". u have ur style, i respect it. keep thrashing it out man. u rawk. just butt out from the way i handle my issues.
anyway, i was quite shocked when i saw The Fuckface reading my blog. yeah, i still wanna vent out some frustrations. so gross, i went into the recre room and saw him reading my blog. he immediately changed window and pretended that nothing was happening. sneaky.. den after reading my blog, i can literally feel him gossiping about me whenever i walk past him. like i cant see him casting glances at me and talking to other people. and oh oh oh, just becoz i merlion at zouk, this Fuckface assumes that i puked in ocs during the happy hour night! -he smelled some vomit in e mess and assumed it to be me. HAHAHA. wad a twerp. wonder if he laughs at himself for being ugly since he laughs at other ppl for being ugly. . i somehow regret apologizing to him when i accidentally step on his foot in the lecture theatre. urgh..
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Monday, December 08, 2008
new skin! 3 hours to get it up. zzz. actually half the time was wasted on trying to get scroll bars for this box. oh well. at least its up.
went zouk ytd. drank. and puked. lol. we forgot it was 1 for 1 drinks! so we ordered ONE CUP potent drink but they gave us TWO. oh well. bu he bai bu he mah. so end up. all 3 of us merlion. lol. must watch the drinking liaoo...
yawns. time to rest. nightt
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