Sunday, February 24, 2008
a certain post from peisi struck a chord deep in me. something abt social imposterism and how we all tend to depreciate ourselves by making negative comments about ourselves while in actual fact, we know we are THAT capable. to put it into a few words u usually hear after an exam, "DIE, i think i gonna do badly!".
lo and behold, the dude WILL pass. ok not ALL the time. but theres enough of these situations.
brings me to the a level results issue. i know i did reasonable well, but if everyone is more confident then me, and that such a national exam is graded by distribution, can i expect myself to score well? is it not justifiable that i indulge in the above phrase? a lot of people have given me the "but you wont do badly" phrase. all i can retort is "like you know".
looking at all the letters that nus, ntu and smu sent to me, i just cant help but feel a pang of panic. what if, what if, what if?
what if?!
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Saturday, February 23, 2008
finally. booked out once again. seriously, there are sooo litle saturdays. ;)
ahh well. finished range, field camp, sit test and bcct. left soc and ippt and i am DONE WITH TEKONG! cant wait!
zzz. a level results coming out soon. worse is that we have no hard evidence and all we ever hear in tekong are rumours. every friday seems to be a lvl results day. lol.
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Thursday, February 07, 2008
woah. haven blogged in a long long time. well, happy lunar new year!
damn. i cant watch americal idol. T_T its on wkdays. what a bitch.
i lost weight! =D and i think i may be able to pass my ippt! oh yeah~ oh yeah~ oh yeah~
ok i really have zero blogging juice and mood right now. shall update soon, i promise. byee!
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